Poetry

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Get Over It.

They ask whats wrong

You lie

They believe you

At night you dont talk

You dont walk

You dont eat

You do cry

You want to die

When someone sees past your lies

        Its scary

They cant truly understand

        They see you as a weakling

“Get over it”

        Cant they see?

Youve been trying to every day.

Nobody understands you

Not even you do

At night your room smells like blood, fire, and blades

Theres no other way to deal with it

Nothing helps

They say chocolate makes you feel happy

You try it

You gain weight

You stop eating

You start counting calories

If they say get over it so much,

Maybe they should show you the way

Youve been blinded by the sun

The sun of everyone else’s rays

Theyre all so happy

How did they get like that?

Maybe they can show you

But you dont dare ask

There is too much to tell

After all, you have an addiction

You get high from the little things

The little red lines

They make you feel better

Youre insane, right?

You cant tell anyone

Theres nothing they can do

Get over it

Get over it

Get over it

Nobody shows you the way

Nobody said theyll help

Theres never truly a day

You ever feel like youre okay

Get over it

Youve heard it too many times

You research well into the night

You find the ways

You find the ingredients

You write your note

And you get over it.

 Untitled.

Keep yourself okay, they say

Keep your grades up, they say

You can do it all on your own, try harder.

Try Harder.

I try my hardest every day

sanity is leaving her

I can’t keep up.

I failed.

I cry.

I cut.

I wanted to die.

But I fought

It was hard

I fell a lot

...back onboard

And I kept going

Now I’m here

Back in school...

Better place

Better people

Better teachers

Better life

I’m not scared anymore

I know I can do this

I have support now..

..I always have.

I am cared for

I am loved

I know there will be bad times

I know I will struggle

But that’s okay

Because I’ve been through worse

And I can handle this now

I can handle anything now

I am okay

I am free.